with you here by my side :)

smitten,with you here by my side :)

hey!
its been ages.gosh!so much to say,i'll get right down to it then.
dance explosion!we won.but with little competition.aah..what the hell,it felt good to win.hehee.next up,anti-drug.it's on the 12th of feb at Taka again.i have a feeling we won't have a chance,cus really,there'll be tons more competition k.sigh.but i'm pushing myself to do better than dance explosion i guess.it's fun but scary to enter so many comps.

anyway,cny is here again.times were good at around this time two years ago..sigh.anyway!i feel so crap-a-licious cus i got practically a miserable few hongbaos for cny.all because my mother didn't wana go to my uncle's for "lo hei" [sp??] tonight!!!!that's where all the monehh is mann!!!she doesn't wanna go cuz she fought with my auntie.stupid right??!!i was like,"your putting my wallet at stake if you don't let me go!!!!"she laughed and said we'd go for ice-cream and dinner instead.in the car,i kept whinning abt how i could get my beloved black crumpler!and how she'd ruin my valentines day cus i'd be kinda broke!!she smiled sheepishly and asked if i had a valentine.i couldn't hold my smile back,but thank goodness she didn't see it.i said no..haha.imagine all the stupid motherly questions i'd hafta go thru,i'd jus die.heh.i asked her if she had a valentine!haha.i felt stupid la.but i mean,i assume you know the issue with my parents.anyway,she was like,"do you have any cute toy boys in mind?" i was like,"EEEWW!!no way!"then she asked me to shut up if i had noone.haha.hilarious k.my mum is practically ancient but she's acting like she's barely 35.haha!she's fulla crap.

so,shaleen's all the way in aussie land!i'm so sad.the days after she left have been kinda sad.not the same without her to bully.got her addy to write to her.she finally went to find out what her add was.funny.she says the sunset there is nice.she purposely made me jealous okay!!GRR.anyway,cant wait for april!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wish it'd jus get here like NOW.heh.she misses her parents,her bro and her dog,serves her right!!heh.for leaving me here.haha.wonder how school there is like,she says its stressful,i don't believe her.if i keep my msging up with her,my mum is gonna cut off my head when my bill comes.haha.hahah.okay enough.stupid idiot!!if ur reading this,i miss you hell loads!! :)

school's been okay.i'm thanking god for putting wanru,sharon and i in the same class k!heh.dunno what i'd do without them.i've never laughed so much everyday in school for as long as i can rmb.heh.they're so hilarious.think we're like the clowns of the class or smth?esp that silly wanru..i think i made her happy on thursday!!we all know why right?*winks. hope you like it wanru!!ur lucky i decided to look at all my old albums.heh.recess has been kinda crappy,cus everyone's jus talking abt and doing they're own things..oh wells,what to do.haha.mabs didn't come to school on friday.marilyn's going off today.barely saw her while she was here.sigh.oh wells,guess things have changed.its okay..will miss her.not forgetting,i miss coffee!!!!that lil' cutie!heh..

oh!!mummy's getting a new job in feb or march!!yippee!!she's gotta dress up formal and all that crap.kinda exciting.haha.she's acting all excited like its her first job or smth.rubbish la.haha

hmmm,okie dokie,guess that's all folks.take care.

"they say in heaven love comes first.your like heaven on earth." :)
---all my life i've waited for someone like you. <3